Current Mood : -blank-

if im a erasable whiteboard,
ue'd long been gone,
th memories i cherish
just made a fool outta me.
gimme a break,

7th october 'o9

initially thought of stayin home,ain't feelin tht well either, nose dropping off x.x
in the end, got dragged out by mum to pearl centre ._.
had a nice glimpse of what "black shops" are toos x=
night time, head off to g12 =)
remembering what faith jiejie said... " ur mum and mine went arnd travelling in car to do marketing, next time, it shall be our turn. auntie faith & auntie wanyan"
lols. haas. next nic joined in and we're talking abt wht happened in jiejie's workplace, sotong her x=
headed home =) afterwhich, well. -silence-

what has become of me,
why cant i talk to him.
did something happened in between?
time heals,
time reminds
i gotta handle it better every single time

8th oct 'o9

after mum's long period of "singing songs sessions", headed off to the hairdresser shop @ my grams house ,to get a haircut @_@
new hairstyle, new life? not necessary.
besides, i look awkward in all sorts of hairstyle toos x.x
ain't in the mood toos , i dont know why toos.
became the guinea pig for the trainee hair stylist & my aunt(dye) @_______@
hopped thru blogs and came across this. even thou it's kinda emo yet meaningful.



"如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!"

i wanna forget,
i wanna move on,
but why do ue still
have that firm tight grasp on me.
im not thinkin,
im not carin,
ue made me do all these reminsincing.