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I’m starting to get familiar with each day without you
Even though I told you nothing would be wrong
My heart keeps worrying and I keep longing for you
That’s what the truth is,
Will things get better after tonight passes
Will the times without you become more familiar
Will I be able to forget you like people say I will
Tell me, tell me where you’re at
Current mood : relieved
11 oct'o9
As time passes by,i've seen thru alot of things. supposed it's really a "move on". haas.
I have been addicted to horror movies recently ._.
-bored-
- how i wish school restarts earlier -
Lovin' a love which wasn't meant to loved;
It's over once and for all from this moment on;
Touqh & tedious it has been ;
Im finally gettin out of this merry-go-round
Tht ue left me with.
Get to know a few new gans :D
- Dominic (kupkup expert)
- Jocelyn (lynn chan)
- Joel(baka ahbi)
- Joel(kor)
- Matthew (turbturb)
- Merenda (Mei)
of course, i wouldn't forget my other gans (=
- special segment for laopo -
Not sure if ue'll read this but still. yea.
Just wanna let ue know, i cared for ue the same way, i always did.
Perhaps im just like what ue said, too blur le ba.
That's why my actions cant be seen but neverminds.
But i'll do what i promised, i'll be here for ue when ue need me.
Thanks for bearing with my immaturity toos.
- special post for nuer -
konichiwa x; haas. ling nuer uhs. soon to be 17 le. hoho, growing up to be a fine young lady ._.
it's been 1 year + since i know ue . haas.
enjoy ur sweet 16 moments for now x= thanks for being my nuer who cheered me up :D but soon, ue wont be le x=
but still..
Happy advanced 17th birthday
those sweet smoochies;
reassuring embraces;
mesmerising smiles;
breathtaking memories;
shall all be concealed
sweetest fairytale deep within
ever-flowin river of solemm
shall fall back to slumber once & for all
Current Mood : -blank- 7th october 'o9 initially thought of stayin home,ain't feelin tht well either, nose dropping off x.x 8th oct 'o9 after mum's long period of "singing songs sessions", headed off to the hairdresser shop @ my grams house ,to get a haircut @_@
6 oct 'o9
went out with lily and was a big sotong ? haas. cheer up meal reminder (= if im a erasable whiteboard,
ue'd long been gone,
th memories i cherish
just made a fool outta me.
gimme a break,
in the end, got dragged out by mum to pearl centre ._.
had a nice glimpse of what "black shops" are toos x=
night time, head off to g12 =)
remembering what faith jiejie said... " ur mum and mine went arnd travelling in car to do marketing, next time, it shall be our turn. auntie faith & auntie wanyan"
lols. haas. next nic joined in and we're talking abt wht happened in jiejie's workplace, sotong her x=
headed home =) afterwhich, well. -silence-what has become of me,time heals,
why cant i talk to him.
did something happened in between?
time reminds
i gotta handle it better every single time
new hairstyle, new life? not necessary.
besides, i look awkward in all sorts of hairstyle toos x.x
ain't in the mood toos , i dont know why toos.
became the guinea pig for the trainee hair stylist & my aunt(dye) @_______@
hopped thru blogs and came across this. even thou it's kinda emo yet meaningful.
"如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦,
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦,
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦,
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦,
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!" i wanna forget,
i wanna move on,
but why do ue still
have that firm tight grasp on me.
im not thinkin,
im not carin,
ue made me do all these reminsincing.
Current mood : lost, immaturity.
if you had close your eyes and think it through, you would have known that it didnt matter even if ue lied to me, because, i already knew it from the very onstart.
hiding the truth. assuming that i am like the someone whom you have met and left just cause of a lie.
that's the fact that didnt change ba. if i hated you, i wouldnt even care ..
纸是包不住火的。 每个人都在变难道你没变过吗?你说你想要原来的我但你知道为了找回原来的我我已经迷了路吗?
忘了。你哪里会想到这。也许吧。对一个人好,他/她却看不到,反而转回头咬你一口说你不在乎,还真伤人的.
我不需要你的认可但至少别...
也许那个帮你去真正摸索相信的人不是我吧..
你可以当作曾未认识我,但我没办法做到.. -applies to a few people ba-
in the magnificent sky
that holds amazement
surveying the hopes of more than a thousand
shinning thru with their astonishing glame,
warming the hearts of fellow man
lost their radiance not in all,
but dimmed in the eyes of a solemn one
strength so drained
faith so weakened
oh, what should i do, not to be broken
也不知该说些什么了,
狂风刮起
雷声想起
却下着动感的微妙心雨
花开花谢
四季走边
我却还停留在那边
dont know what to say le.. see how ba..
this song suits me so much. haas. carrying my heartfelt song.ccn xgg as freely as i did before.hais.