it's been a rather long period before i have posted. isnt it?
hahas. 3 in 1 for now then.
truckloads of emotions;
neverending occurences.
life's just another maquerade reaction.

7th nov

went to meet up with dumbo didi.
hahas, a dumb didi indeed.
who'll accompany a jiejie to explore the long bus route? hahas :x
trained to nyp & the both of us bused to tp,
trying to identify the bus route to tp as im gonna take it on monday.
lol. dumbo didi has been so quiet throughout.
was rather depressed on that day.
In order to kinda hide it, i talked. lol.
To my surprise, i realised im a little too noisy. hahas. X_X
on the bus no.* , dumbo didi was evil =/
something happened and he went about laughing at it. lol.
when we reached tp, im rather curious whr's tht blk 15 *w*, so we in to check it out.
In the end, dumbo didi & i are like thieves sneaking into tp.
LOL. Got lost as usual.
gave boss a call to locate tht blk since.. i asked him for the map the previous day.
just to realise it's such a "special" block. lol.
afterwhich, didi gotta rush to chinatown .
so we cabbed to chinatown and frm thr i went home lor.
went home & back to the grey world.

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Part One
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when the music fades;
all is stripped away;
and i simply come;
longing just to bring;
something that's of worth;
that'll bless your heart;

i'll bring you more than song;
for a song in itself;
it's not what you've required;
you search much deeper within;
through the way things appear;
you're looking into my heart;
im sorry for the things i've made it.

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Part Two
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it's hiding in the corner of my mind;
some place that no one else can really find
it sneaks out in the middle of the night;
when daylight breaks in it's completely outta sight;
it's wandering in my dreams;
laughing & mocking at me.
it's wandering in my dreams;
laughing & mocking at me.


it's there;
it's there;
and i...;
dont know why;

it's there;
it's there;
and i...;
start to cry...
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9th nov

Th day to find laopo. haa. welcomed me with a nice loud BANG
Certain people'll know the reason.
Afterwhich, got held back by OOP, thanks to my lovely lappy.
Inital planning kinda went outta track, surprise was a failure toos.
Xgg was my road tour guide i supposed? haas.
Rushed down to tht bus stop & the bus zooed off w/o me. aww ):
try to hail a taxi..
however "empty" taxis were outta my radar system. in the end, caught up the next bus.
Th day get worser as time passes?
I actually fell asleep!!!! Thanks to didi , if not i may end up at an even further place?
And got off at some ulu place -3-
I really have serious cbd like what zy said, i guess?
It was a good thing, i just overshot by 3 stops, walked back x_x saw bus "8" and quickly hopped on.
Xgg asked me where am i, i replied 8 bus stops more finally!!.
just to realise, i boarded the wrong bus -3-
just isnt my day ehs?
in the end, walk from some caltex to tp ..
Xgg must be LOL-ing. the surprise for laopo failed too, her class ended & she's accompanying her classmates to do some printing. As i walked to tp, didnt realised i dropped my wallet.
some guy actually have to run after me to return it. damn toot -3-
afterwhich walked in the rain to engine block of tp , from the end to the start,LOL
Xgg actually have to find me ._. ps uhs. and finally found laopo. what a nice trip :D
then forgetten about th cake x.x
it still melted in the end, craps D:
but laopo still ate it. hahas. afterwhich, we dont know where to go .
had a blur stare session with her. wahahaha x;
then rdmly sms TP ppl , then xgg replied.
since he claims that he knows the sch well, requested for a school tour. lol.
he said 530, so wait lor
when she flip open her lappy, then i rush thru my java lor @__@
ERRORS like for free x.x
Xgg came and idk.
lololol.
then he helped me thru th coding, but still cmi =x
laopo seems to be left out, so tried to talk to her, but she keep "HUH' while busy-ing with her smses. x.x
and we really went for a SCHOOL TOUR! woots. LOL.
At the end, parted with xgg as he gotta find his frens while i pei laopo walk err.. thru bedok reservoir route in th rain. hahas. aching back x.x
then bused home.
To make my day even "better", i get this cold , silent stare from my mum. sighs.
what's it aqain this time round..?
i dont need your understanding; just a little more honesty.


10th nov


Freakish nose and couqh + backpain, made me OVERSLEPT -3-
in the end gave school a miss.
Things still remains the same after waking up.
walked thru the rain to polyclinic to visit a doctor.
& waited quite long before seeing a doctor.
th doctor says: " ue'd better takkares & ue know ur body condition preetaye well." lols.
was so worried i wouldnt have enough, as i didnt have much cash left x_x
walked home in the rain aqain x_x since she doesnt wanna talk,
i just have to grant her wish and siam her as much as possible.
PC called and told me about school stuff, and he commented, how come ue sound so weak @_@
phone bill came, it's another blast aqain x____________x what to do now.. gotta save up now i supposed. deadmeat. ben suddenly sms me this song and said it was nice. -speechless-

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如果你很忙
我到街上去晃一晃
身为一个朋友
有些事情不该勉强

看你黑着眼圈
今晚很长我睡不着
到底是谁 害你这么想

因为太爱你
拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友
总比什么都不是好

借你肩膀依靠
借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友

看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
因为太爱你
拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友
总比什么都不是好

借你肩膀依靠
借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
我总是有让你想出声的方法
我却没有让自己离开的力量
也许友情才能地久天长

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
我只是朋友
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Part One
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Es ist ein Schnee gefallen;
und es ist doch nit Zeit;
Man wirft mich mit dem Ballen;
der Weg ist mir verschneit;

Mein Haus hat keinen Giebel;
es ist mir worden alt;
Zerbrochen sind die Riegel;
mein Stübelein ist mir kalt.

Ach Lieb, lass dich erbarmen;
da? ich so elend bin;
Und schleu? mich in dein Arme;
So f?hrt der Winter hin.

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Part Two
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아무도 내 기분이 어떤지 알고
난 멈출 수가 없어
사랑은 사랑이 사랑을
비록 아파, 난 계속 반복
난 멈출 수가 없어
사랑은 사랑이 사랑을

혹시 당신의 마음에 상처는 없었나요?
화장 쏟아지는 빗속에 홀로 씻어 했나?
담배를 다시 시작?
피할 분야 그들이 어디에 있을까요?
당신이 보내지 않겠다고 알고 편지를 썼다 고요?
동안 술에 취해서 그들이 왔어?
(안녕?)
당신의 입술 됐나봐

아무도 내 마음을 알고
현실에서는, 오직 당신은 몰라
비록 아파, 난 계속 반복
내가 내 인생을 살고, 난 당신을 다시 볼 날이 있겠죠
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